over

i need to give my decision
my own and lonely decision
though it was on a matter concerning two people specifically and actually even much more at the end.
the other party was just too weak and hesitant, that there was lack of the person, who should be responsible enough to take the charge, to lead everything.
so i did.
i took the charge and responsibility and everything and gave a one last decision for now and ever.
it is over.